Ears to my soul

I really hope you're listening,
time for me to speak up, and cut out all the whispering
I apologize for the emotional scars and my mentality
really cant explain why I let men dog and get the best of me
I know I'm making you weary and worry about my well being
I'm trying to be done w/ this man but my heart isn't fleeing.
My mind is freeing
He's got me locked up, but not physically of course
my love is unconditional. and for that I can show no remorse
I hope the best comes from this, and you don't get tired and weak
I just thought I should apologize. Thought I should finally speak